hayz... after a long break, im back! hehe
actually busy lang talaga...
anyways, just wanna share with you guys my experiences as a full pledge employee! naks, i'm proud cympre...
who wouldn't be...
i'm a part of one of the most stable bank in the philippines...

grabe, i didn't expect it, and i'm happy and contented with my work.
my TECON family are simply the best!
and the whole DSD of course... i had a great time sa outing natin! sana maulit! hehe
i love you guys!

BOSSING - bossing..... yoh! ever mabait, ever so cool na bossing. im so glad na sa department nyo poh ako napunta.... making sure i'm worth of your trust.. so proud of you, dahil after kumanta ng lahat ng tecon kagabi, kumanta ka din sa wakas! hahaha

MICO - destiny's ko yan, mana ka tlga sa kin...hehe ano pa ba masasabi ko, kaw ang unang nagturo sa kin nga mga basic knowledge of being a tecon... thank you sa lahat! go odluck sa inyo ni bf, kahit malayo cya jts be strong, d2 lang nman ako, magdadamayan tayo dhl pareho tau ng kalagayan db... hehehe

KRIS - soulmate ko yan, nauna cya ng two weeks & mas bata cya ng two years, pero swak na swak kmi sa isat isat...hehe wala na akong masabi, mabait na bata, parehong kaming unica hija, both love dogs, even some of our qualities matched tlga! kaya nga soulmate eh...

FRED - prinsipe fredo... sayang ndi ka nakasama sa outing, andami mong namiss! but nevertheless, im glad that ive met you... ur a great mentor, malapit na kong maging expert s AS400! hahaha thanks tlga...

JUAN - one of the newest member din...at may itintago palang boses ha! hinamon ako ng duet kagabi, napasubo tuloy ako ng wala s oras dhl "the prayer" ang gusto, aba'y wala p nman akong boses kgb! buti carry ng powers ko...hehe nextime ulit, pagbumalik n boses ko...hahaha

IVY- ang aming gifted child, 19yrsold pa lang ata tohng bata na toh! mabait, tingining snob lang...saka sa kanya ko nalamang ang mga pulubi pala ngayon nagpapa brace n ah! hahaha at kumusta naman ang OT, 60hrs na ata! enge nman! hahaha

ANTHONY - itoh ang newest sa tecon, mabait, matanong lang tlga minsan...hehe tagasalo ko pag anjn na ang makukulit na imex! kaya maghanda ka na anthony, sa u ko ipapamana ang IMEX! iyong-iyo na! hahaha at musta nman ang gus2 mong kantahin ntin, i want to spend my lifetime...eh saka n lng pabumalik n ng hus2 boses ko, okie? hehe

TITA CORA - ang nanay ng tecon.may sari sari-store sa loob ng bpi.hahaha lagi akong may listang samba jn eh...hehehe tita cors, ung piglet ko san n?tagal n nun infairness...hehe

And to all of my DSD family, lalo ung mga sumama sa outing, i had a great time guys! thanks for the moments...hehe hope we'll have a good working relationship, friendship inside and outside of BPI... Godbless poh!

- yan, para sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko, gus2 ko lang poh maishare how happy i am now with my work...
Thanks sa mga bumibisita...kahit na matagal tagal bago magkaroon ng bagong topic...hehe
Godbless to all!...

this is for a friend...

a quote was sent to me & I instantly remembered you, here it goes...

when you've found the reason to walk away, never look back...
just keep on walking, even if the destination is unclear...
it will take a lot of courage for every step you make, but it will save some PRIDE & HONOR for yourself..
(here is the best part)
" IT'S BETTER TO GET LOST MOVING ON, THAN TO BE STRANDED & BROKEN AFTER ALL"

BOB ONG said, "pakawalan mo yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sayo kahit pinasasaya ka nito. wag mong hintayin yung araw na sakit na lang ang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo"

--- sabi mo, "time will heal the pain"
--- sabi naman namin, "that's a lie... Because you only get to be healed, when you decided to be cured..."
the question is, "have you decided to be cured my friend?"

ang pagmomove on hindi lang sinasabi, more, dapat ginagawa... kulang ka ng DETERMINASYON. bakit? kasi hanggang ngayon umaasa ka pa din na hindi lang talaga ito ang pagkakataon para sa inyong dalawa... hindi ko sinasabing huwag mo na siyang mahalin, dahil alam kong mahirap gawin yun, at wala ako sa posisyon para magsalita ng ganun. pero nakikita at nararamdaman kong nahihirapan ka, oo masaya ka pag magkasama kayo, pero pano pag hindi na kayo magkasama, sinong nahihirapan?kaw din... ang masaklap pa dun, wala lang yun sa kanya, dahil isa ka lang KAIBIGAN, at mananatiling kaibigan na lamang...
love her at a distance, that is the most that you can do to save yourself from so much hurt.

sabi mo pa dati, ginagawa mo ang mga ginagawa mo dahil ayaw mong mabuhay sa mga "what if's", "sana pala" at kung anu ano pang panghihinayang. tama, motto ko din yan... pero may hangganan yan. hindi dahil gusto mo ay "no regrets" na buhay ay magpapakaTANGA ka na lang... dun ka sa sitwasyong kahit papano may mapapala ka naman, hindi yung ikaw lang ang bigay ng bigay, na kung minsan pa nga kahit hindi hinihingi nung isa ay nagbibigay ka pa din...
ang masasabi ko na lng, "you have to know how to love yourself first before giving love to others and eventually putting yourself to a situation where the only loser is YOU..."

--- it's hard to fight alone in a war that only you knows it is happening... mahirap lumaban ng nag-iisa lalo na kng wala ka naman pala talagang ipinaglalaban. you said, "this not yet the right time", I said, "there is no wrong time, just wrong situations..."
--- masarap lumaban na may kasama, kahit alam nyong pareho na napakaimposibleng mapagtagumpayan ito... pero minsan, sadyang malupit ang tadhana dahil inilalagay ka nya sa maling sitwasyon.
at un ang pinakamahirap na kalaban, ang MALING SITWASYON...

i would like to thank tsina for considering me as one of her friends, eventhough we haven't really hang out together... (oo nga noh, let's try naman un minsan)

and because tsina has given me an award (and talaga namang natouched ako) i would like to take this opportunity to thank all those people who gave me an inspiration in making my own blog.

QREUX
your blogs has been an entertainment (hehehe), i mean it still is, kaya lang nasan ka na ba ha? magparamdaman ka nman idol! since the day i read one of your blogs, about donuts (you know...), i always find time to visit your site and of course karugtong na nun ang pangalawang taong gusto kong pasalamatan...

TSINA
friend, (wow, do i really have the right to call you that na?) thank you for the award (sana hindi ako pauilit-ulit noh?). eh natouched talaga ko... mababaw lang kaligayahan ko eh...hehehe
your blogs, hay... what can i say... it always brings out my emotions! as in! kainis ka, i hashe you for that... but i love your stories, some of them i can relate, some of them leaves me wondering, some of them makes my nose bleed! hahaha

and lastly...

NAPSTER
for introducing me to qreux and tsina's blogs... thank you poh talaga! and also for guiding me and being a mentor... (iba na talaga ang matanda! peace...hehehe) your presence is very much appreciated!


"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."

gratias ago vos pro inspiring facio meus own blogs...

p.s. thank you din kay ma'am thelma raba for making this possible and be in reality! (dahil nagpagawa kayo ng webpage kaya napilitan na kong isakatuparan ang kagustuhan kong gumwa ng blog! hahaha)

"we are not held back by the love we did not get in the past,
but by the love we did not extend at present"

-marriane williamson

*** love keeps no record of wrongs.... whatever love you can bring today is not based on what happened yesterday. ***
- ryan

*** you learn to let things be... when you realize that what matters most to is the PERSON and not the ISSUE...
- astrid

LIKE YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN...

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohh

*** love this song... so much passion it makes me wanna cry... and Alicia Keys really gave justice to the song, love her!

My Personality

Neuroticism	13
Extraversion	67
Openness To Experience	37
Agreeableness	79
Conscientiousness	71

You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however high levels of stress can lead to you feeling panic or confusion, but usually you cope with day to day pressures. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.

Take the Personality Test

I WISH YOU ENOUGH

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright
no matter how gray the day may appear.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest
of joys in life may appear larger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you posses.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final goodbye.

"it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them..."

presenting...
my favorite cartoon character... Baby Taz!

what a cutie right?

that's also what I thought when i first saw him at the mall! A poster of all the baby looney tunes, but baby taz caught my attention instantly!

a little background about baby taz's origin...

Baby Taz is the infant version of Tazmanian Devil, one of the most recognizable members of the Looney Tunes roster. But none of the meanness or unbridled rage we see in grown-up Taz is present in his younger self. He is still unable to communicate in anything other than growls, and still the most simplistic/animalistic of the group, but there are no tornados of eating and destruction in this version. Baby Taz first appeared as one of the regulars of the Baby Looney Tunes series with his buddies baby bugs, baby daffy, baby sylvester, baby tweety & baby lola!

so there... oh and before i end my first blog (hehehe), i would like to show you my favorite picture of baby taz (this is the most adorable i think! hahaha)

see? guess who he resembles??? use your imagination... hahaha